“You’re fine. I’m protecting you.”I am yours, Nes.He didn’t want to push her. Knowing Nesta, she would never actually speak of it if he did. Nesta is so stubborn omg we are twins 

So, Cassian pretended not to notice her brief little nightly trips to his bedroom, but oh, he noticed alright. it’s hard to put into words how full of joy my heart is right now what. I imagine that Nesta looks at him and her heart is not shielded but her glance is cold stone just in case she gets caught.

Their relationship had shifted in the past few weeks, something everyone had annoyingly picked up on and grinned about ME

to keep things at a steady pace which Cassian didn’t mind, they would go as slowly and be as private as she needed. they have all the time, ‘TIll darkness dies 

This new habit of hers however, this was starting to make Cassian think other things. Did she want to move forward with their relationship? Was there something else bothering her? this is so cute just imagining Cassian sitting and thinking with a lil pout on his face and his eyebrows furrowed 

He would fly her down in the mornings when she wanted to rejoin the group or spend his free time with her up there or anywhere else around Velaris she wanted to go. he just loves her so much and wants to be with her for everything I’m so happy 

The first time she had hovered a few feet away from his door, Cassian had gotten up, worried. omg she can feel the bond too and she isn’t pushing it away :P and my baby Cassian 

“What’s wrong?” he asked her quietly.  he’s so freaking carrying like stop this is all too much 

“Nothing. I – I’m just checking on you.” Nesta…..admitting something like that?……… damn 

Nesta looked at him and hesitantly reached out a hand, placing it over his heart. Cassian’s hand rested over hers almost immediately, naturally. no words just smiles and adoration and ugh that “naturally” part is just so them they were made for each other they can’t be one without the other 

It would be the middle of the night and he’d jolt awake, feeling her stand outside his door, never knocking. aww she doesn’t want to wake him up and he’s so worried about her but the truth is Cassian is always ready to be there for her from the nightmares to the tiny papercuts 

Just standing outside the door until he opened it to find her face scrunched up in worry. omg is it that she can feel the pain Cassian is trying to push away and suppress ??? 

Cassian immediately opened his arms, an invitation. take ME in, bro 

Nesta stilled for a moment then melted into him, her hands slowly coming to wrap around his back, yes yes I’m so proud of my baby

“Nothing to be sorry about, sweetheart.” he said, kissing the top of her head. “I’m worried about you actually…Anything you want to talk about? Anything I can do?” the “sweetheart”, the kiss on the head this is too much for my heart 

hated that he couldn’t just pour every ounce of love he had in her lest she get overwhelmed. one day he will, baby steps 

Cassian watched after her, his worry increasing by the minute. she is his weakness 

His eyes flew open and he froze when he felt a body slip under the sheets next to him. this gave my tummy, ooh, I nice feeling

“I can’t sleep. Can I stay?” she whispered again and Cassian’s heart clenched. my heart clenched too and Nesta whispering is so endearing because it’s so intimate and sacred 

“Of course, Nesta. You know this room is yours as it’s mine.” yes it is 

Nesta had crawled on top of him, wrapped her legs around his waist and buried her head into the crook of his neck. I wanna do that too, man

Cassian’s brows furrowed as he felt her tremble against him, her fingers gripping his shirt and he wrapped an arm around her waist while the other rubbed soothing circles on her back. protect her she needs the most protection out of anyone :(

tilting his head to glance at her then gently kissing her forehead.  boop

“No. I just want to keep you safe.” she mumbled into his neck WHEN SHE COVERED HIS BODY WITH HERS IN THE WAR HADJFKLDF

I am yours, Nes. see they were made for each other I just love them so much and I feel like crying again

“I am yours and you are mine.” she said softly and he smiled, hugging her closer.  listen to this song 

“Two times I’ve had to watch you almost die.” Nesta continued. “I don’t want to watch it happening in my dreams too. Stop trying to die.” hahaha this is so sweet sad but sweet and funny 

“You said you wanted time. Give me that time.” she said quietly, a plea in her tone. “Stop trying to die.” my sweet pea I need Cassian to hold her 

Cassian’s arms tightened around her and then his wings draped over them. and everything is better (and so freaking cool and romantic)

She stiffened, her head shooting back up.

“Is that –”

“Yes, it’s my boner, Nesta.” LISTEN!– BISH YOU CANT JUST THROW THAT IN 

He let out yelp as both her fists collided right where his kidneys would be and he was viciously reminded that Nesta was a lot stronger than she gave herself credit for. I’m sorry Cass but this made me smile hehe

“You’re fine. I’m protecting you.” little happy dance 

“And they say romance is dead.” Nesta replied with a snort and Cassian laughed, pulling her up and hugging her closer to him. She nuzzled her head in the crook of his neck, smiling to herself. this is how I want them to be all the time I just want them to be happy and at peace and I’m crying 

He could bring her peace and comfort and she gave him a reason to live. they only exist for each other I’m so emotional I can’t stop crying it’s just 

“…If I manage not to die for two days in a row, do I get to touch your boob?” hahaha 

please stop making me cry I don’t like it 

ugh I have really wanted something “nesta and bathtub” related and this is like hella better and it will be so and soft and fluffy 

“You were able to sit in there for a little bit everyday this past week.” Cassian replied. “Let’s try that with more water this time.” cassian is so patient and careful a Man!

“Nes.” he started, pulling her against him and interlacing their fingers. NES and puling her towards him to hold her YESH YESH MORE FLOOF 

had to open her big fat mouth about the damn bathtub thing. this makes me so sad because nesta holds in her emotions and fears and she suffers alone and cassian is right there but she’s not used to love and oh my baby :(

(unrelated to the fic I think I made some small cracks on my laptop’s screen :| )

had to make him promise to help her get over it. because he is the only one she trusts :)

Her eyes followed the matching tattoos that laced both their hands down to their forearms. What an idiotic way to seal a bargain. ITS NOT DUMB NESTA and plus she looks hot and even more deadly and fierce and she knows she LOVES how closer it makes her and cassian AND HE looks hot so ! 

“That is generally how one takes a bath, yes.” Cassian said the Sass !!!!!! hehehe 

and the smirk that followed had her glaring at him. she wants to kiss it 

“But seeing as you’ve been wearing something each time you sat in here, I didn’t think you remembered that.” 1. Cass don’t tease her this is very hard for her and 2. oh my baby :( she’s so scared I don’t like that and I am so proud of her baby steps are A-Okay this just made me so sad and heartbroken :(

She groaned and he laughed, bringing a hand up to lift her chin and meet her gaze. their brand ! and oh I love chin lifting it’s so soft but hot too and in other words their brand too !!! HA!

“It’ll be fine. I’ll wait outside. We’ll only put a little bit more water than last time and I’ll wait until you need me.” this is why I love him he is so patient and understating and caring. Ugh! Need me a man like that. 

Nesta’s face paled and the grip on his hand tightened. “No. I don’t want you to be outside.” MY BABY!!!! SHE NEEDS HER CASSIAN I don’t if I wanna cry because it’s soft or because my soft goddess is scared like I just I’m 

“Then I’ll be here with you and you can wear something you don’t mind getting wet.” yesh 

She loved him. yeah you do hehe

He snorted. “You are my business. It’s not being nosy when it’s my business.” his woman….YEET :))))))

Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate Mate 

LISTEN!!!!!! THIS HOLDS SO MUCH LOVE EEEEEHHHHH IM SO HAPPY

but still. Mates or not, they had chosen each other. they truly love each other they were meant to be oh my gods I’m crying. I’m not kidding freaking tears in my eyes this is just so perfect and true and…… nothing can describe it 

Mates or not, they had chosen each other.

Mates or not, they had chosen each other. 

I’m getting this framed 

“I was in a sleeping gown when I went into that stupid cauldron.”  that must be so traumatic, waht does she sleep in?

Mates or not, they had chosen each other. I really love this. 

Nesta shook her head, trying but failing to hold back a chuckle. “You’re impossible.” this cute 

“I don’t think you can resist how magnificent my ass is going to look when I casually bend down to close the water.”  oh my gods Cassian !!!!  hahahaha

“Are you watching, Nesta? I’m casually bending.” this is so funny HSKJHAJKSD 

Judging by the noise that had escaped from Cassian, territorial fae bastard fuck (her and me) 

he was standing in nothing but his boxer shorts and Nesta was satisfied to see that indeed, she was leaving more of an impact on him than she had anticipated. *smirk face*

Of course Rhys would make tubs this huge just so he and Feyre could fuck around in them lady boner 

“Come, sit down with me. I won’t let go of your hand.” MY BABIES that must be such I nice feeling (man I want that :/)

“Cassian.” she choked out, her knuckles turning white as she tightened her grip. This was a bad idea. She shouldn’t have listened to him. This was going to be a terrible, terrible thing – :( no no no my baby you can do it oh I just want her to not feel like this 

“You won’t go?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. I’m sad :/ 

Nesta leaned in to rest against his chest, her head tilting up slightly so her eyes would find his. awwww AAAWWWWWWW 

Take bubble baths together. yesh please :p this is so darn cute boop hehe :)

“Does putting bubbles on your head count as ruining the moment?” EEEEHHHHHH hehehe this is so soft I love 

“As long as I get to give you a bubble beard in return.” I’m so happy for her

oh gods I missed this and it made me so emotional  

“You won’t go?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

Mates or not, they had chosen each other. 

my favorite lines 

Mates or not, they had chosen each other. 

Okay but also can we talk about how Nesta, a human, was strong enough to resist Tamlin’s mind altering magic and freaking remembered everything that happened to Feyre!

my woman

 Damn! I’ve been craving some good ass Nessian smut for some time now

Favorite parts :)))) GHDFLGJSKDHA

“I suppose I’m at your mercy,” she murmured against his neck as he swept over hills and valleys.

She had said it in her usual dry manner, but there was a softness in her words, a softness she reserved solely for him. this is soft but also hella kinky

“Such a hero,” she said.

It was the note of pride that rang through their bond that told him she wasn’t mocking him. He pulled her close, burying his nose into the crown of her hair, his chest swelling as he breathed in her heady scent. Aww, my son I just wanna hold him and love him and never let him go he deserves Nesta because he deserves to be happy. this is so “awwwwww” my baby

carrying and kissing her all the way to their rooms. this is soft but at the same time I can’t help but thinking about other stuff HDJFKLADF 

He wouldn’t do anything without her saying so. this is so important especially because of her past with that Trashcan  

This?” He swirled the small bottle of oil in his hand. “This is for you.” Oh, Baby !!!!

He leaned down to suckle on one, and then the other, unable to resist their fullness. listen not to be explicit or anything but this isn’t just ladyboner material this is just Wetness™️ (fuck me) 

Enough that they had to use magic to mute the sounds from their bedroom. It thrilled him to no end that she could rival even Rhys when it came to showing her mate just how much he pleased her. Rhys could make mountains tremble. Nesta could rend apart the sky. BITHC IMAGINE IF THEY HAD AN IDK COMPETITION JESUS CHRIST I’m a proud mom

“Turn over, sweetheart,” he whispered. “Turn over for me.” I just this just I fuck yes yes yes please more I am so weak for  “________ for me”  and he whispered it: I’m dead :)

She didn’t surrender to him this way often and he wanted to relish it. we all know this is because Nesta is a goddess and he the one that worships her I mean I would worship her (also someone draw this like now!)

His mate couldn’t seem to stay still. She squirmed in a way that made him smack her lovely ass. He knew what she was doing, trying to goad him into fucking her—and he would fuck her. He would worship and devour and claim until the both of them soared into the halls of eternal glory. *deep breath is* AHDGLFJGASDGA that smack tho!!!! FUCK!!! and Nesta just ahhh this is my kink this is my kink 

His cock was practically straining and he nearly sobbed with relief when she spread herself wide for him. I have now words I’m just gonna like try to breathe (this is gold)

His cock was practically straining and he nearly sobbed with relief when she spread herself wide for him. 

He slammed his hips forward, making her hiss and whimper with ecstasy, her breasts bouncing as he drove himself into her—wild and rough and merciless until his cries mixed with hers. A cacophony of lust. A maelstrom of bliss, pure and obliterating, as they raced toward that golden edge of release. Cassian Commander of that puss         e (haha) 

so peaceful. so lovely 

The Archeron sisters were finally able to do something they hadn’t before: get ready for a party together. Ugh I just L-O-V-E love it when they get called “the Archeron sisters 

But now, they were together. Now, they could enjoy doing sisterly things. They had survived poverty, a war, their father’s death, and now had friends and family and a whole city to celebrate it with. They would make the most of it. It’s what they deserve and I am so happy for them it makes my heart so happy.

“We’re proud of all you’ve become,” Nesta spoke gently and reached out, lightly brushing a strand of hair out of out of Feyre’s face and the youngest returned a watery smile. We need more soft Nesta and Feyre moments. I feel like they don’t happen very often but when they do, it is the only thing that matters.

Rhys. He was leaning against the top of the staircase, dressed in a fitted black suit with a tie that matched the color of Feyre’s dress, waiting for them. His delighted expression matched his wife’s and he straightened as they stopped in front of him. Rhys. In a fitted. black. suit! And he is so extra when it comes to his Wife !!

Elain smiled brightly and reached out to squeeze Nesta’s hand and Nesta squeezed back. “I’m happy, Nesta.” she whispered. “I’m happy we’re here. I’m happy we’re safe.” okay but Safe and Sound is Nesta’s song to Elain 

here he was, dressed in a dark green fitted suit that seemed to make his hair stand out more than usual. YES! anything! that makes his beautiful red hair stand out and a Fitted. Suit. good lords!!!!

“It seems your light has arrived,” Nesta said BECAUSE HIS NAME IS LUCIEN AND IT LITERALLY MEANS LIGHT 

“Do you like it?” she asked, hands smoothing down the bottom then lightly touched her hair. “I – I went with flowers. No surprises there.”

Lucien’s eyes darted up and down her body, taking in every inch of her in that dress. The way it settled high on her waist, the way the sheer sleeves gave him peeks of her slender arms, and the highlight for him – the low-cut front of her dress that gave him much more of Elain’s cleavage than he had seen before. Have. Mercy. Lucien checking Elian out is what I AM HERE for and oh gods how that must make him feel this was a very nice thing to imagine 

“How am I supposed to fight off every male who stares at you here?” he said dazed, his fingers trailing from the flowers on her shoulder down her arm. Elain laughed, nudging him lightly. Lucien, the quiet, polite, reserved, man fighting other men in the name of his mate :))))))))))) AHGSLJKAD HEHE

knowing what Elain had planned for the night. *smirk face*

His shoulder length hair brushed back, his wings gleaming behind him. His black slacks with his dark red shirt. They were unintentionally, intentionally matching. A game. They always liked to play a game. YES YES YES YES this is my kink Cassian in red!  And the game part is so cute. Imagine when they get married all the cute (and sexy) games they will play. It’s such a cute thing they have

“Once upon a dream, we have,” Cassian replied and Nesta pursed her lips. Cassian has his own dream, like how Rhys dreamed Feyre, Oh, and my lil cheese ball 

“Didn’t you know? I’m the man of your dreams, sweetheart.” Cassian telling Nesta anything and ending it with “sweetheart” keeps me living 

“My dreams of you are never boring,” he whispered to her and she resisted the urge to bite her lip. Where’s my inhaler 

She had picked the color on purpose to match his siphons. Not that he needed to know that. (Secret) Power Couple and awwwwwww that’s so intimate and secretive it’s how you would define their relationship (and Nesta he knows) 

She had picked the color on purpose to match his siphons. I just love this so much. 

She had picked the color on purpose to match his siphons. 

in typical Cassian fashion, exaggerated his bow enough to get those closest around them to stare. He just had to flare out his wings as far as they’d go. yes Cassian flex those wings baby !!! (I need more wing material please !!) and I bet he does this all the time 

“But after the dance, I want to see the view from up there.”

Nesta pointed to the balcony high above them where couples mingled here and there and Cassian smiled.

“You got it, Nes.” he said, and brought her hand to his lips, kissing it softly. It was then, a light blush colored Nesta’s cheeks and she smiled openly.  their relationship is sometimes like an unspoken dialogue.

She had planned to accept and seal the bond with him tonight. She had planned it all. Right before the night ended, Elain wanted to give him food and then spend the night together. She had even wore the scandalous lacy underthings Feyre had helped her pick out. ELAIN TAKING CHARGE WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT and I LOVVVEEE her wanting to do things for Lucien ugh lady boner (A thought: Elucien and Lace doesn’t matter who wears it) 

my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain.         I am so happy for him. So incredibly happy. 

she twirled around and crashed her lips against his, finally silencing him. Though he returned the kiss, she felt his smile through it and pulled back, pouting. Lucien smiling, kissing his mate <3 <3 <3 yes, please. oh and that made me think of a pouty Lucien, my baby

“The fact that you’re jealous is very adorable, bunny,” he said, grinning. “Though there’s nothing to be jealous of. You’re easily the most stunning one here not to mention, you’re my mate.” *clink clink* 

“I…I had planned on a more romantic way of doing it. But you’re being annoying so I don’t want to be romantic!” way to go Lucien……

Lucien ran a hand down his face and let out a breath before laughing shakily and then his hands pulled her against him, roaming all over as he peppered her lips, jaw, and neck with kisses. 

Lucien ran a hand down his face and let out a breath before laughing shakily and then his hands pulled her against him, roaming all over as he peppered her lips, jaw, and neck with kisses.

Lucien ran a hand down his face and let out a breath before laughing shakily and then his hands pulled her against him, roaming all over as he peppered her lips, jaw, and neck with kisses.                                                                       Thank you (ugh fuck me)

“I only bought this dress for you to take it off.” Boom Bitches hahaha

Lucien’s grin was pure male satisfaction. *deep breath in* SHAJKHFA fuck me 2.0 Lucien being all territorial fae is such a kink oh fuck I love this  lady boner 

He knew. He always knew. I love their relationship. They say so little and let everything else fall into place. They don’t need to say much, they just know each other it’s as if they always have.

He knew. He always knew. my heart 

He knew. He always knew.

Her very annoying, incredibly sticky, and messy glue (Gods, he was messy), but she…she loved him. And he loved her. cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmm

Since that day in the cabin where he had come and the two had finally talked, things had changed. You mean the day I gave away a piece of my soul to them (again I love it so much it’s now a huge part of how I see them and how I know they must be because it so perfect)

Everything between them was too delicate, too precious. That is also something that I love about their relationship: it is very delicate, and it is special but they know it and accept it and don’t try to change it because it’s not how it’s supposed to be at least for right now. I can’t explain it but it’s just how it is and anything else wouldn’t fit 

Everything between them was too delicate, too precious.

“Tell me, mate,” she began and Cassian was already eagerly anticipating what would come out of her mouth. “Do all the females that keep staring at us not know you’re unavailable?”  Everything they do together, for each other, even the smallest things carry so much of who they are as a person and as mates, lovers. It’s so simple to see what they are and that can be the scary part how they can’t hide anything from each other they are more than one even without the mating bond set they would still know from the first glance they knew I can’t really explain how their relationship is but it’s just delicate and simple, not fragile and boring like darkness it’s so simple but it envelopes you so easily and it can be scary but once you keep looking at it it becomes something beuatigul that you want to be in unafriad and whole and happy they are light in thier litle darkness because to them that’s all ther is. they don’t try to outshine or overthrow the darkness because its beautiful and simple and others wouldn’t understand and that doesn’t matter (I have a lot more to say but I need to look gather my thoughts lol) Everything between them was too delicate, too precious.

Commander, could those girls possibly know how to touch you like I would? “Do the girls back home touch you like I do?”

Rhys doing ridiculous moves just to see his mate laugh and Feyre had never looked so beautiful. That is what they fought for, what Rhys waited so long for, what they suffered for (I am almost crying) I need more stuff like this

The Lord of Bloodshed and his Lady Death spent it deep in their kisses.

The Fox and his Flower danced, with the promise of more to come later.

And the High Lord and Lady smiled, their eyes meeting, remembering all that had happened to get to this moment. They remembered their first Starfall together and how much their love has grown since then.

The Archeron sisters had finally gone to a party together and oh, what a party.

Oh, what a night.

I like how Nessian spent the night in kisses and Elucien had a promise of more to come because it shows the differences in their relationships so effortlessly and clearly and in  such a pleasing way 

I nearly cried tears actually formed in my eyes and my throat did the thing (so maybe I cried a little bit haha) this made me super emotional in a nice way it was a lot but of the good stuff.

 i loved every word of this 

the three of them laid in bed together that night, a reminder of the one other time they had, a large weight had been lifted off each of their shoulders, especially Nesta’s. It had been a chance for her to start over with the others. And she had. love is gentle, love is kind 

Nesta’s lip twitched. “I’m assuming every surface here has been violated by you and Rhys?” hehehe

she just absolutely needed a box of chocolates this is why I love her

She read her books, watched the snow fall through the window with her cups of hot cocoa and chocolate then soaked in the bath some more. I want this

She wondered if he thought of her. this part took my heart it’s just so simple but holds so much meaning I love it 

Nesta’s face flushed, thinking of him while lying in a bath. Naked. She wondered if he had ever thought of her that way. oh hello-oh

“I was going to die for you and you couldn’t even talk to me afterwards.” she whispered. I love this too because it puts into words what went wrong and it’s so heartbreaking :( this made me so sad

“Because I love him and I hate that he might not love me back.” she whispered into the night, curled on her side in a ball, blinking back tears that were threatening to escape. Nesta being vulnerable to herself is what I’m here for because she needs to be okay with that part of her self 

“Nes?” three letters reveal his whole heart 

“You do know this house is spelled to provide you with whatever you need, right?” sigh, I need a Cassian, you know 

This made Cassian pause and she watched his expression fall before turning back to his kitchen duty.

“You’re right. I’m sorry.”  Cassian may have been living with the Inner Circle for hundreds of years now but the feeling of not being wanted has stayed with him forever :( I just wanna tell him how much I love him

“Don’t worry, Cassian is here to give you the good stuff.” Cassian talking in the third person, Cassian saying Cassian, Cassian saying the good stuff HAS ME WEAK TO MY KNEES

“I’ll even let you decide which good stuff you want first, my body or the food.” (well I know what I want hehe) and I love how cocky and confident he is with his Nes 

“I – I – we were going to die together!” she snarled, her eyes wild. “I wanted to sacrifice myself for you and you – you – all this is just because you want what doesn’t want you!” another :( moment I want to hold her and tell her how much she means to so many people specially Cassian my heart breaks for her 

“I love you. I love you to the point that I have a hard time breathing when I’m away from you, Nesta. this part took my breath away like oh my gods Nesta you give him your love but also oh my gods what a poet 

“You’re my mate!” hehe AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH 

I love you and would be honored to be your mate till the darkness dies.MY HEART CANT TAKE 

She narrowed her eyes at him causing his smirk to turn into a grin. this is the Nessian trademark 

Leaning up, she cupped his face gently then placed a soft kiss on his lips, then another, and then another.

“Till the darkness dies?” she repeated to him and he leaned down to give her a tender kiss.

“Till the darkness dies, sweetheart.” this is so everything I don’t even know what to say it’s AJSKLDHAS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH MY HEART IS SO FULL OF HAPPINESS FOR THEM this is just Everything. I love it so much all I can do is just sit here and smile fully content for them and the happiness they bring each other 

wow. 

I loved how they were raw and vulnerable with each other it wasn’t just “oh cas I’m mad at you” “don’t be nes I love you” “oh I love you too let’s make out” no. I love how they talked about themselves and everything between them because they needed to say it and hear it because it was the only way to heal things and how they didn’t try to hide from each other yes they were scared but they were themselves because that’s what you can do with the people you love and who love you back. I love how it was written like this is canon 100% 

I love this. It made me so happy I really hope something like this is what happens in the books because it’s so perfect it’s just so real 

AAAAAAAAHHHHH I LOVED THIS SO SO SOOOOOOO MUCH my heart is fulfilled in so many ways and in so many places this was beautiful 

My favorite parts: 

Amren sniffed Nesta as she offered the next hug. When Nesta released her, she looked to Varian, “Not mated.” There was a flurry of gold in the air as coins exchanged hands.

“STOP BETTING ON OUR MATING!” Cassian snapped.

“Mate and we’ll find something else to bet on.” Azriel accepted the most coins.

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No one but Rhysand, Feyre, and Lucien knew the truth of Tamlin’s downfall- how he’d been driven mad trying to hide the fact that Amarantha was his mate. All the gathered High Lords knew was that something had changed between Tamlin and Night- the vitriol and animosity were gone when he looked at the High Lord and Lady.

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From Viviane’s sleeve a small bundle fell into Nesta’s lap- a bundle that contained fur-lined naughties from her favorite shop in Winter. Nesta accepted those with a shy grin.

________

Rhysand casually slipped out of his chair, kissed Feyre’s cheek, and went to help needle Beron enough to hold his focus.

Elain rose from her seat and turned to the Lady of Autumn, “It is an honor to meet you at last,” she curtseyed deeply.

“The honor is mine. I have not seen my son so happy in centuries.”