to the people that read it prior to me fixing my spelling mistakes: I am so sorry (and thank you)

To give to someone special. Lucien is that special little guy with the special little guy ;)

It was a beautiful mix of red roses, red and white carnations, red tulips, and primrose.

It would match his hair perfectly. anything that has to do with Lucien’s gorgeous red hair sign me up. and his color is green  

she would be taking the lunch to him. herself hehehe 

Lucien.

Her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend. boyfriend is not a good enough label for what they feel for each other 

how Lucien made her feel. lucien can make anybody feel that way I bet 

Lucien courted her like a proper lady and she relished every moment of it. courting??!!??!!! oh my gods that’s so fucking cute and so them :)

“Well, the flowers are a part of it. But I’m the main event.” Elain replied with a grin and Vassa laughed. I love my confident lady 

he leaned back into his chair, a manuscript in one hand and the other hand tapping mindlessly on the desk. kinky and adorable 

“Special delivery for a Mr. Lucien Vanserra. Your beautiful girlfriend has arrived.” beautiful ugh just beautiful and Mr. Lucien Vanserra ;)))) his full name is just so mesmerizing 

“Elain!” He tossed the manuscript down and shot out of his seat, crossing the room faster than she could comprehend and pulled her in, caging her against the closed and now locked door. I love my happy baby and with the door locked …………. (these two are secretly kinky little shits) 

“I’m looking at a full course meal right now.” AAAAAAYYYYYYEEEEEEE 

the spot he always reserved for her flowers next to his favorite framed photo of them.  this is just ……..so dang sweet me heart :,) 

His lustful ways had found their way in her bed last night and then the night before that and the night before that for the past month. *smiles adoringly at her children and busts a nut* 

“Based on all the noises you make when my lustful ways make an appearance, you don’t seem to mind.” OHHHHH SHIIIIITTTTTTTT

“I’m hungry for something else.” her pussy aayyyyeeeee 

“Well…red roses symbolize passionate devotion between two lovers.” she began with a coy smile and he smirked. his fire dick!!!! and Lucien smirking is tres tres sexy 10/10 would recommend 

“I can give you something much more filling.” BITTTCCCHHH 

“She’s never nice to me!” he replied and attempted a pout that had Elain rolling her eyes. aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwhhhahahahahahaha 

“This would be the perfect moment to fulfill my office sex fantasy.” he whispered. :))))))))))))))) 

“I’m coming!” he hollered annoyed and Elain snorted.

“You honestly wish you were.”

He squinted at her again then flicked her nose. “You would be too if you’d let us get down to business on my desk.” seeeee kinky. little. shits. 

Elain rolled her eyes as she rubbed her nose and then smiled coyly. Lucien raised a brow at her expression but she only grinned widely. Her hands shot up to his hair and she immediately started gently messing it up before moving to his shirt and rumpling it slightly then unbuckling his belt. Lucien blinked, momentarily dumbstruck as Elain moved to her own hair, shaking it out to give it a messier look and pulled out a lipstick from her purse, reapplying it, then promptly pulling Lucien down to place kiss marks all over his lips, jawline, and neck. oh my gods……*HYPERVENTELING* (okay but this is also so freaking cute awww) 

Elain, causally fixing her dress with a very visible hickey on her neck. he did that! 

What’s wrong?” Elain asked, blinking innocently.

“In his office?” Nesta snapped.

“Maybe. Problem?” I’m smiling like a proud mon and a happy idiot 

Lucien’s eyes darted back and forth between the sisters, confused but very, very amused. me. 

“The curtains match the carpet, Nesta.” Elain smirked as Nesta visually gagged. ……………………………………………………..AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 

“Clothes, Lucien. You’re actually wearing them.”

Lucien smirked. “I can quickly rectify that.” yesh please 

“Oh so you talk the talk but can’t walk the walk, huh?” he asked, grinning. with you she won’t be able to walk 

!!!!!!!!!!! I made so many noises and smiles omg yes this  was a full course meal 

“How do I passive-aggressively say fuck you to someone in flower?”

Lucien was furious. this is canon 

he felt his face go red. Lucien being mad while at the same time being flustered is my kink 

Her flowers were her babies. Lucien and Elain are my babies

Nesta worked as an editor at a literary agency and a few extra blocks from where Feyre taught Art at the local community college. eeeeehhhh this is so happy! 

It was a great way for the three of them to meet for lunch or dinner quite often, as they would be tonight. I want more of this, it makes me happy when they are together 

red-headed male ugh I want to run my fingers through his hair

All the anger that Lucien had walked in with completely vanished and was replaced with awe as he took in her features. Gods, she was gorgeous. Lucien in awe of Elain is my kink and I love that he is happy and flustered 

Lucien almost combusted as she gave him an encouraging smile and he cleared his throat. my baby is sho shy awww must protect 

the color on his cheeks matching his hair DAMN I always imagined his hair being this color or this color so like double DAMN

Lucien snorted, causing Elain to giggle. little happy smile

Elain watched, trying to hold back a grin as Lucien took a deep breath and ran a hand through his hair. He smiled at her and she smiled back. I want this framed and to have this branded into my thoughts 

You’re quite lovely yourself. Lucien deserves to be told this every single day by his lady (and myself)

“I have never felt so lovely in my entire life.” he said, and with an exaggerated flick of his wrist, tossed his hair over his shoulder. See!!! and oh my goodness happy confident goofy charming at ease Lucien is all I want

Elain’s cheeks flushed. She liked the way he said her name a lot more than she’d care to admit. EEEHHH JUST WAIT TILL HE SAYS IN IN THE BEDROOM

“Also, you smell really nice.” ugh I love it when girls smell nice 

“Are you always this shameless of a flirt, Lucien?” only with you miss elain because you are his happiness 

a blush crept on both their faces. oh my goodness can someone draw this  so soft my loves

“I don’t mind.” she said softly. aaaaaahhh the noise that came out of me was so….hahaha :) :P

“Would…would you like to go out to dinner sometime?” he asked and relief filled his whole body as she beamed at him.

“I would love to.” YEEEEESSSSSS

“Gods, you’re so fucken cute.” they are both so fucking cute 

“Worth it.” he said, using his free hand to make a finger gun this is so. PERFECT! Adorable!!!! I want this drawn too oh I feel so light

“And then this asshole hands it to me with a note that says ‘I’m sorry’ in quotation marks like the sarcastic little shit he is.”  OH SHIT AHHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

And then adds that I should look up the meaning of each flower to really appreciate his apology. girl, you got a big storm coming ahaha 

“How did I not notice that he got them from your shop!? That bastard! Did he bother you?!”

“No! He was very sweet.” Elain replied quickly, blushing. “Actually…he asked me out on a date and I said yes. We’ve been texting all day.” I’m excited and giddy but at the same time What Is Nesta Going to Say this is thrilling! 

“He has a glass eye and a scar across his face!”  Nesta’s growl interrupting her. FUCK OFF NESTA LITERLLY FUCK OFF fuck right off leave him alone that’s so mean and I think he looks beautiful like that 

(I just started thinking about the fic that you wrotw where he says soemthing like “that bitch took my eye” and oh my the feels my baby I’m hurting for him *sobs*

“You think Cassian’s an asshole too and you’re living with him!” tell her, sister 

How’s dinner going with your sisters? Hopefully I’m not interrupting anything. omg dude you totally are ahaha 

causing Nesta to glare even harder and Feyre to grin widely. I’m so giddy right now I love this 

Really? What a small world! Which sister is that? …….BOIIIIIIIII

Elain laughed softly. “Just professionally?” OH MY GODS HASIFGLADF  

he whined softly on the phone. oh fuck this is so hot and cute I can actually hear luciens voice and it is hot and sexy and nice and soft 

if you so much as lay a finger on my sister, girrrrrlll your sister wants his fingers all up in her business (and so. do. I. mm, mm, mm, mnm)

“What if I want him to touch me?” YASSS BITCH 

“What if I want to get dicked down by Lucien? Would that be such a big deal?” AHHHHH EALIN I AMM SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT I’M GETTING SO MANY NICE FEELINGS FUCK EACH OTHER NOW :)))))

Lucien made a sound on the phone that sounded like he was choking MY BABY !!!!EEEEEEHHH SHE WANTS TO CHOKE ON  YOUR DICK

“Yup. Sounds good.” he responded, truly sounding like the air was being choked out of him YESSS FUCK I LOVE PICTURING THIS AND HIS BONER AHHHHH SO. MANY. FEELS. 

I want to see where this goes.” I see marriage and happiness and peace

“do you think the curtains match the carpet?”  SHUT —UP! OH….. MY GODS!!! EEEEEEEHHHH *INTERNALLY SCREAMING AND EXTERNALLY SQUELING BUT FUCK IM CURIOUS AND LIKE WHAT DOES HIS AREA LOOK LIKE

“Ohhhh what if Elain visits him at work and you walk in on her getting dicked down by Lucien in his office? On his desk?” FUCK YES FUCK LADY BONES!!! (HAVE YOU WRITTEN THIS? IF NOT GET TO IT I…….. NEED  IT MY — HINT HINT NEEDS IT

so…….

Girrrrlllll you keep making me soft and horn- for Lucien YOU GOTTA STAHP

“What did he do?”

Elain’s head shot up and she turned to find Nesta, calmly sitting on the bench by the garden, a book in her hand. girl a lil bit of nest here and there is what I’m here FOR YESSS YESS AND SHE WAS JUST READY TO CUT LUCIEN’S THROAT

“I will kill him. What did he do?” it’s a soft tough kinda love im awwww

“Is this about Lucien? What did you do, Elain? He looks so hurt.” Feyre asked then turned to Nesta. “Stop threatening him. He’s my best friend.” *cough cough Rhys cough* BUT LUCIEN BINEG BEST FRIENDS WITH FEYRE JUST BROKE MY HEART IMAGINE HIM BEING IN STABLE AND SAFE AND MUTUALLY CARING RELATIONSHIPS

“You’re bias because he’s your friend. He just wants to violate Elain.” shut up Nesta

“He does not! And you’re one to talk! I can practically see what you and Cassian want to do to each other.” bitch :P :P :P :P where do I get tickets to that show aye

“Oh that’s rich. Everyone literally knows when you and Rhys are fucking since you’re always fucking in inappropriate places!” Rhys my man aye I have…..lots of dirty thoughts

“At least we actually fuck. You two just lust after each other from 50 miles away.” “lust” more like lay (as in getting laid) but you gotta admit they do some aggressive eye fucking haha

“LucienandIwerehavingsex.” Elain blurted quickly, barely a whisper and her sisters blinked. as her lady parts are tingling my insides are bursting

“No…no…it looked nice.” she said quietly. Her eyes darted to Feyre for a second then back to the ground. “There was a glow. We – we were glowing.” ITS HIS FIRE DICK

There had been light touches here and there, comfortable hugs, a small kiss on the cheek every now and then but nothing more. this is cute I’m not crying I’m just a lil emotional Imma go weep in the corner

But now, all she could think about was how their bodies had been intertwined together and the sounds that were coming out of her mouth as he…well, pounded in her. the feeling I got in my stomach as I read pounded was so aaaahhhh not for kids to know

But then it had changed and she was the one on top of him, gloriously naked except for a flower crown. that’s kinky someone draw it not and ugh lucien laying complete naked with old a flower crown on his head ugh would quench every third everywhere

She replayed how his hands had tightly been gripping her waist as he thrust up in her. this made me think of how Lucien’s body isn’t the most muscular but he definitely has muscle he is super toned and lean  basically sculpted by the gods and how he is usually reserved and quiet you know shy and all but with elain he can be a fully dominate male that only his mate gets to see and in the best way and his big hands holding her smaller frame as he pounds (that sacred word) into her his body becoming one of a god ugh so hot

“You’re thinking of the vision, aren’t you? Your scent changed.” Feyre said with a grin. “He’s my best friend and you’re my sister and I really don’t want to think about the two of you being intimate but Elain…Lucien seems to know what he’s doing.”  Bitch!!! Feyre and I think the same way

“Is that why you ran away from him? Thought he’d get right to it?” Feyre asked with a laugh and Elain flushed again.

“Feyre.” she begged. “Don’t – don’t tell him. This is so embarrassing! He’s going to think I’m some harlot!” brush nah you got it allll wrong

“I don’t want him to laugh at me.” Elain mumbled. my precious baby don’t get sad no no no

Why wasn’t he looking at her? I’m gonna go with he’s hard because he felt it too hehehehe and he’s trying to hold himself back from taking Elian right then and there and making her scream in a language, not even amen knows of

“Do you want to talk about it?” he asked, turning to glance at her and as he did, she was confused to see him looking at her with amusement. okay maybe he is not that primal yet but oh gods he is the sweetest

Lucien watched his mate with a broad grin, basking in her adorableness and he pulled her in his arms, hugging her to his chest.  golden. gentle. ours

Lucien immediately stopped laughing when her eyes filled with tears and he quickly pulled her back in his arms. “I’m sorry, Elain.” he said softly as she sniffled, kissing the top of her head. awww haha awwww this is so pure 

“That’s what you took from this?” she asked him flatly and he smirked. LUCIEN SMIRKING AHJAGLF

“Well, I’m jealous of a few other things that happened but friends don’t really talk about doing those things with friends,” he said with a shrug and she narrowed her eyes at him. Hm. Interesting.

“I’m a harlot, remember? I don’t kiss and tell,” he said with another wink.

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………bitch okay but what if Lucien only had sex with lots of people as a way to try and forgot about all the pain I need an ambulance

Lucien watched her dart out of the room and was left standing, grinning like an idiot. He decided then, that being friends with Elain Archeron was going to be one of the greatest things that would happen to him. lucien values her friendship above anything else :)))))))) just shoot. me.

this gave me so many nice visuals of Elucien especially of Lucien thank. you. hehehe 

so peaceful. so lovely 

The Archeron sisters were finally able to do something they hadn’t before: get ready for a party together. Ugh I just L-O-V-E love it when they get called “the Archeron sisters 

But now, they were together. Now, they could enjoy doing sisterly things. They had survived poverty, a war, their father’s death, and now had friends and family and a whole city to celebrate it with. They would make the most of it. It’s what they deserve and I am so happy for them it makes my heart so happy.

“We’re proud of all you’ve become,” Nesta spoke gently and reached out, lightly brushing a strand of hair out of out of Feyre’s face and the youngest returned a watery smile. We need more soft Nesta and Feyre moments. I feel like they don’t happen very often but when they do, it is the only thing that matters.

Rhys. He was leaning against the top of the staircase, dressed in a fitted black suit with a tie that matched the color of Feyre’s dress, waiting for them. His delighted expression matched his wife’s and he straightened as they stopped in front of him. Rhys. In a fitted. black. suit! And he is so extra when it comes to his Wife !!

Elain smiled brightly and reached out to squeeze Nesta’s hand and Nesta squeezed back. “I’m happy, Nesta.” she whispered. “I’m happy we’re here. I’m happy we’re safe.” okay but Safe and Sound is Nesta’s song to Elain 

here he was, dressed in a dark green fitted suit that seemed to make his hair stand out more than usual. YES! anything! that makes his beautiful red hair stand out and a Fitted. Suit. good lords!!!!

“It seems your light has arrived,” Nesta said BECAUSE HIS NAME IS LUCIEN AND IT LITERALLY MEANS LIGHT 

“Do you like it?” she asked, hands smoothing down the bottom then lightly touched her hair. “I – I went with flowers. No surprises there.”

Lucien’s eyes darted up and down her body, taking in every inch of her in that dress. The way it settled high on her waist, the way the sheer sleeves gave him peeks of her slender arms, and the highlight for him – the low-cut front of her dress that gave him much more of Elain’s cleavage than he had seen before. Have. Mercy. Lucien checking Elian out is what I AM HERE for and oh gods how that must make him feel this was a very nice thing to imagine 

“How am I supposed to fight off every male who stares at you here?” he said dazed, his fingers trailing from the flowers on her shoulder down her arm. Elain laughed, nudging him lightly. Lucien, the quiet, polite, reserved, man fighting other men in the name of his mate :))))))))))) AHGSLJKAD HEHE

knowing what Elain had planned for the night. *smirk face*

His shoulder length hair brushed back, his wings gleaming behind him. His black slacks with his dark red shirt. They were unintentionally, intentionally matching. A game. They always liked to play a game. YES YES YES YES this is my kink Cassian in red!  And the game part is so cute. Imagine when they get married all the cute (and sexy) games they will play. It’s such a cute thing they have

“Once upon a dream, we have,” Cassian replied and Nesta pursed her lips. Cassian has his own dream, like how Rhys dreamed Feyre, Oh, and my lil cheese ball 

“Didn’t you know? I’m the man of your dreams, sweetheart.” Cassian telling Nesta anything and ending it with “sweetheart” keeps me living 

“My dreams of you are never boring,” he whispered to her and she resisted the urge to bite her lip. Where’s my inhaler 

She had picked the color on purpose to match his siphons. Not that he needed to know that. (Secret) Power Couple and awwwwwww that’s so intimate and secretive it’s how you would define their relationship (and Nesta he knows) 

She had picked the color on purpose to match his siphons. I just love this so much. 

She had picked the color on purpose to match his siphons. 

in typical Cassian fashion, exaggerated his bow enough to get those closest around them to stare. He just had to flare out his wings as far as they’d go. yes Cassian flex those wings baby !!! (I need more wing material please !!) and I bet he does this all the time 

“But after the dance, I want to see the view from up there.”

Nesta pointed to the balcony high above them where couples mingled here and there and Cassian smiled.

“You got it, Nes.” he said, and brought her hand to his lips, kissing it softly. It was then, a light blush colored Nesta’s cheeks and she smiled openly.  their relationship is sometimes like an unspoken dialogue.

She had planned to accept and seal the bond with him tonight. She had planned it all. Right before the night ended, Elain wanted to give him food and then spend the night together. She had even wore the scandalous lacy underthings Feyre had helped her pick out. ELAIN TAKING CHARGE WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT and I LOVVVEEE her wanting to do things for Lucien ugh lady boner (A thought: Elucien and Lace doesn’t matter who wears it) 

my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain. my mate, Elain.         I am so happy for him. So incredibly happy. 

she twirled around and crashed her lips against his, finally silencing him. Though he returned the kiss, she felt his smile through it and pulled back, pouting. Lucien smiling, kissing his mate <3 <3 <3 yes, please. oh and that made me think of a pouty Lucien, my baby

“The fact that you’re jealous is very adorable, bunny,” he said, grinning. “Though there’s nothing to be jealous of. You’re easily the most stunning one here not to mention, you’re my mate.” *clink clink* 

“I…I had planned on a more romantic way of doing it. But you’re being annoying so I don’t want to be romantic!” way to go Lucien……

Lucien ran a hand down his face and let out a breath before laughing shakily and then his hands pulled her against him, roaming all over as he peppered her lips, jaw, and neck with kisses. 

Lucien ran a hand down his face and let out a breath before laughing shakily and then his hands pulled her against him, roaming all over as he peppered her lips, jaw, and neck with kisses.

Lucien ran a hand down his face and let out a breath before laughing shakily and then his hands pulled her against him, roaming all over as he peppered her lips, jaw, and neck with kisses.                                                                       Thank you (ugh fuck me)

“I only bought this dress for you to take it off.” Boom Bitches hahaha

Lucien’s grin was pure male satisfaction. *deep breath in* SHAJKHFA fuck me 2.0 Lucien being all territorial fae is such a kink oh fuck I love this  lady boner 

He knew. He always knew. I love their relationship. They say so little and let everything else fall into place. They don’t need to say much, they just know each other it’s as if they always have.

He knew. He always knew. my heart 

He knew. He always knew.

Her very annoying, incredibly sticky, and messy glue (Gods, he was messy), but she…she loved him. And he loved her. cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmm

Since that day in the cabin where he had come and the two had finally talked, things had changed. You mean the day I gave away a piece of my soul to them (again I love it so much it’s now a huge part of how I see them and how I know they must be because it so perfect)

Everything between them was too delicate, too precious. That is also something that I love about their relationship: it is very delicate, and it is special but they know it and accept it and don’t try to change it because it’s not how it’s supposed to be at least for right now. I can’t explain it but it’s just how it is and anything else wouldn’t fit 

Everything between them was too delicate, too precious.

“Tell me, mate,” she began and Cassian was already eagerly anticipating what would come out of her mouth. “Do all the females that keep staring at us not know you’re unavailable?”  Everything they do together, for each other, even the smallest things carry so much of who they are as a person and as mates, lovers. It’s so simple to see what they are and that can be the scary part how they can’t hide anything from each other they are more than one even without the mating bond set they would still know from the first glance they knew I can’t really explain how their relationship is but it’s just delicate and simple, not fragile and boring like darkness it’s so simple but it envelopes you so easily and it can be scary but once you keep looking at it it becomes something beuatigul that you want to be in unafriad and whole and happy they are light in thier litle darkness because to them that’s all ther is. they don’t try to outshine or overthrow the darkness because its beautiful and simple and others wouldn’t understand and that doesn’t matter (I have a lot more to say but I need to look gather my thoughts lol) Everything between them was too delicate, too precious.

Commander, could those girls possibly know how to touch you like I would? “Do the girls back home touch you like I do?”

Rhys doing ridiculous moves just to see his mate laugh and Feyre had never looked so beautiful. That is what they fought for, what Rhys waited so long for, what they suffered for (I am almost crying) I need more stuff like this

The Lord of Bloodshed and his Lady Death spent it deep in their kisses.

The Fox and his Flower danced, with the promise of more to come later.

And the High Lord and Lady smiled, their eyes meeting, remembering all that had happened to get to this moment. They remembered their first Starfall together and how much their love has grown since then.

The Archeron sisters had finally gone to a party together and oh, what a party.

Oh, what a night.

I like how Nessian spent the night in kisses and Elucien had a promise of more to come because it shows the differences in their relationships so effortlessly and clearly and in  such a pleasing way 

I nearly cried tears actually formed in my eyes and my throat did the thing (so maybe I cried a little bit haha) this made me super emotional in a nice way it was a lot but of the good stuff.

*deep breath in* AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

“More than okay.” he replied, his fingers moving up to graze her cheek lightly. “In fact, I’m going to keep pretending I’m asleep so you can do it again and again.” this is so soft oh my gods my son 

“I have the hair for it.” YES HE DOES YES DO YOU BABY  THIS ART PROOFS IS I don’t know what I want more to have his hair or play with it

The first time this had happened and he caught the sight of himself in the mirror, he found his entire face, neck, and upper chest marked by her in a blood red shade. Lucien had grinned so stupidly, he was sure his face was going to break. Okay but his face turned that same shade of red as that lipstick OMGS what is the shade of lipstick matched his hair?? It did 

Elain finally straddled him, gently grinding on him as she claimed his lips. listen—AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH FUCK ME (EACH OTHER) I love the “gently grinding on him” because it’s sexy but also like like timid which shows how comfortable she is with lucien (grinding) but also how gentle she is in nature

“There’s a second set of lips I’d like to kiss, if you don’t mind.” he whispered and Elain’s entire body heated up. Not gonna lie my body also did that HSKAFHSD

this was so darn soft, especially form Lucien’s side :P <3 

My favorite parts 

You were having a nightmare…and I was scared for you, not of you.” she said softly and gave him another small smile. “Never of you.” He is soft

——-[this next part broke my heart] 

He loosened his shaking hands from hers and bent his head in his lap, attempting to take his breaths.

“W-what if I – can’t protect you!” he wheezed and shuddered. “I couldn’t — even — protect myself! That bitch – that bitch took my eye — and tortured me. What if they get their hands on you? What if they hurt you?”

His voice cracked on the last word and Elain quickly pulled him up and wrapped her arms around him, bringing his head to her chest as he broke down. He was shaking so badly and Elain blinked back her own tears, her heart breaking for the suffering he’d been through. SOMEONE PROTECT HIM HE DESERVES BETTER AND EVERYTHING GOOD IN LIFE MY LIL SUNSHINE I LOVE YOU BBY———-

“I…I feel so weak. I’m embarrassed to be like this,” he whispered. “What if I can’t protect you?”

You make me feel safe, Lucien. You are my home and I will always feel protected with you.” HE IS SO SCARED I WILL NOT ALLOW THIS NO